| Time for an update...
Well this last weekend was fun, the lovely Trisha Ann stayed... fun fun.. I don't think that bullthisle was fun, i thought it was super gay..But i would have to say i had fun with Amanda S. that girl is so fun.. I thought i would've got to hang out with so more of my friends , but i guess not..It was awesome to see amanda Freaking BIRD.. Ohh how i love that girl so much ... Amanda Get better, I love you sooo much...I was sad that some people didn't come up to the dance.. but ohh well...but yes .. I stayed with my sister on monday and tuesday, we went and seen John Tucker must die on tuesday.. it was good...
Well i'm hanging in there i guess. I mean from the whole guy thing.. i guess the reason i thought this guy would be different is because he was the best guy friend ever and i just thought that he'd be the best guy to fall in love with , i mean i donno... but yes , im getting over it , slowly but its happening..i'm starting to move on, there's this part of me that doesn't want to , but there's this other part , telling me that i have to..and i know that i have to get over him , but he was like my best guy friend..and now i don't even talk to him... i don't know what to do anymore...i know i'll never be able to talk to him like we used to ... so yeah...
Friendships, what to say about them...The people that i thought i could always count on , arn't there anymore..the people that used to call me there best friends , arn't there anymore..The friends that used to laugh with me , are the ones that are no where around, it seems as if they went out and found better ones...the friends that i could tell anything to are now the ones i don't say anything to ... How do you call someone your best friend one day and then turn around and the next your nothing... i don't understand..Alot of my friendships are no longer and some of its my fault, but not all of it.. The people i couldn't stand a year ago, are now prolly the only ones that understand me...
I can't wait for school to start,,, bad ass junior... heck yeah... So me and Amanda decided we're so going to lots of football games cause.. we have so much fun together...im so excited .. the only thing that im not ready for would have to be all the fayette drama... cause there's alot of it.. and im not bowing down anymore... im going shopping on Tuesday, so ready for it..that would have to be my #1 hobby is shopping.. Im thinking about quiting cheerleading though , because .. i donno... but yes...
I work tomarrow and Saturday.... uhh
PUSSY (amanda)--- Get better i love you so much... your one of a kind... |
